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Now what are we gonna do???
What will we do after the trauma of foster care, homeschooling, child PTSD, academic performance stats

Cristy L. Payne
Oct 12, 20244 min read


My baby brain 🧠
I feel like I fell asleep and woke up a mother of 3 beautiful daughters. The twins got me good by starting me off with a 2 fer and the...

Cristy L. Payne
Jun 22, 20242 min read


I'm so scared to write this.. & why therapy doesn't work
Okay, I finally came home..and since I have always felt lame keeping a journal here I am again.. only this time my big girl panties are...

Cristy L. Payne
Feb 22, 20224 min read


Control and Shooting Emotional Blanks
Okay, darn YouTube this blog is mostly therapeutic for me so I am really trying to express and absorb the crazy stuff I have found out...

Cristy L. Payne
Dec 4, 20214 min read


Girl..I washed my face.. & You Wouldn't Believe the $#*t I found on it...
What I know about your

Cristy L. Payne
Aug 23, 20213 min read


That Time Emotional Abuse Consumed my Life
I will try to keep this short and sweeet like I rarely do, but I have to say something for my sake, because I can’t hide it anymore,...

Cristy L. Payne
Jul 31, 20215 min read


Sometimes I love that no one reads these.
So it's the end of the world and everyone's biggest concern is that I am fat. I know I am fat. There are many versions of myself that I...

Cristy L. Payne
Jan 27, 20216 min read


Slaying the Mental Health Dragon - A not-so Fun House of Mirrors
This is not a coming out story. This is not a feel sorry for me story either. I am doing this "just so you know". I used to think it was...

Cristy L. Payne
Nov 18, 20202 min read


My Life Isn't Pretty & I Have to Pretend I'm over it
So I've obviously fallen pretty far off the wagon of health wellness and fitness. I remember when I first discovered Cassey Ho and how...
Mama Bear
Nov 20, 20197 min read


Reducing Blood Sugar for Weight Avoiding Diabetes & ACV "Miracles"
PERK #1: The apple juice in ACV is fermented and turns to alcohol then the bacteria turns that alcohol into acetic acid... The...
Cristy Lee Payne
Sep 10, 20182 min read
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