Girl..I washed my face.. & You Wouldn't Believe the $#*t I found on it...

Okay back to my blog that no one really reads..that's okay I need the extra therapy anyways.

2 words...bare with me..it's magick....mostly it's, black

magick... You know how they say black don't crack..well...

I think this is can mostly be credited to the African American's involuntary color categorization. Far out... I know...I did a lot

of LSD in college forgive me.. I wanted to know all there was to know...tripped out thinking of the meaning of life...falling asleep with my cheek cradled ever so gently in the neck of a bong... ah... lots of deep thoughts.. anyways.. on to my face... You know how black don't crack

I also think this may contribute to the disproportionate percentages of diseases, high blood pressure etc.. because, as everyone knows, there are consequences to all these things =, magic etc. But these cons

equences sometimes take a looooong time to make it to the ACTUALLY guilty party...

I think think this happened for 2 reasons:

1) So far in history we have only had 2 punishments for those who practice black magick

• Burning them at the stake

• Pretending nothing is happening due to lack of ability to fight it and ignoring it to take its power away something like how you never acknowledge a demon by name

2) Most people are just using black heroine for one thing and shoving all the negative stuff in a corner somewhere best not to even look to hard for where and the chips fall where they fall.

Some of it, is skin so soft and wrinkless that it looks like a baby's bottom or plastic. (see latest pics of Khloe and JLo.

So... all of us might be getting some effect of the ish we aren't doing ourselves and the addict or witch or both down the street or somewhere in Hollywood is doing..so how can we control it..forget understanding it.

There is witchcraft in my family, I don't agree with it and I seem to have a natural understanding of it that I just woke up with one day, so I think a lot about natural balance and health and all that. Here are my basic rules

1) Feed your own positive energy, find out the pillars of who you are and reinforce that constantly, at least everyday.. the best defense is to play only offense, and the offense is basically just knowing who you are..

2) Try to abide by the basic things you know about the natural world like..umm...most people eat EVERYday.. and notice when you don't your husband or daughter might look a little bit tubbier..This is mostly celebs but not eating and thinking it's kind of easy is NOT normal and there are probably some

personal gain consequences hiding in the shadows for you there...I was like that when I woke up at like 30 and I looked about the same as I did in high school, I noticed hardly any wrinkles and I had to

get real something was up!.. There was a full on spiritual battle going on that I didn't really see until after I had children, but we will leave that for another day.

So I washed it..... the 100 lbs I lost, I gained them back, I am a thick squishy happy

mommy, I am working on losing it again, hopefully in a more reasonable way, working out 5 hours a day like an addict probably wasn't great either. I have wrinkles like other 33 year olds.

I am trying to live a life of balance and I think it's most important to not ignore when something you do is affecting others, and I am hoping sacrifice for my daughters will still have good karma.

Oh and yeah..shout out to Rachel Hollis just read your book hehe and LOVED it! <3